-visit Haw Par Villa(?!)
-jamming!!
-tour around Singapore ;p (+ taking Singapore Flyer)
-slumber pary :D
-learn salsa
-zoo/bird park (?)
-group picnic (:
-mastering the art of baking cupcakes! :DDD
-trekking
-bird watching ???
to start this post... HAHA thats my very retarded chairperson for you. do note that she actually took this photo of herself, saved it and put it as my phone's background pic. i took this shot in malaysia and i rly rly like this one! :D the sky's so pretty and i like the old shophouses. esp the yellow one which stands out from the rest.
1. There are 30 questions. 2. Next to each number, write only the name of the person who fits. 3. Answer one question with one name. 4. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme. (PS: If you see your name and agree to do the meme, then I'll send you the questions.)
here's my meme:
1. aqilahhh 2. indah (: 3. sultan of brunei, seriously. 4. siti! haha 5. farah! 6. nur liyana bte norman 7. nadiah (riverside) 8. that unknown sec2 chi girl 9. superhero ((: 10. revathy! 11. aliffah? haha i think 12. devi (: 13. diana. idk why though haha 14. SITI. 15. alyssa. lol 16. definitely rab 17. bernice yuen. hoho 18. wing yannn 19. hanna banana 20. masliana (: 21. raihan 22. er, farzanah? 23. daddy 24. mummy 25. wing yan again. hahah 26. raihan! hahahaha 27. ME LA. LOL 28. claudia. HAHAH 29. C.E.C.!! *hyperventilates* 30. you guys were loved, are being loved and will always be loved by me (:
i shall not talk about my traumatizing event this morn for now. really traumatizing i was in tears and shivering like mad okay D: but csp oral was ok though. LC always sucked so it doesnt matter.
a couple of days back, buka-ed with my kentals 8D haha it was such a funny scene i could roll on the road laughing. before that, had csp paper1&2. laoshi freaking forgot bout it at first ok :0 so we started at 4 and ended at 7. haha i love love love doing chi essays lol so funn cause i can write weird&crappy things. lj was infested with mats and minahs. UHUH. tummy hurts from the food&drinks&laughing. farah's daddy sent me&wati home and the ride was an extremely beautifulllllll one (:
prac tmr and i am so so so coming to school on normal time >:( ..... okay maybe not. heh.
im sleepy and i love love love my sms study partner HEH HEH :D
haha, not that i fancy him or anything (neutral) but its so cool that my mum shares the same birthday as someone who is so known all over the world :D
nothing's wrong tonight but its just one of those nights when you just feel like crying for no reason, you know? i mean, almost everyone experiences that sometimes. aiyah, i think im just too tired and frustrated. very. sighsigh. shall update more on my kentals (HAHA) next time.
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7:36 AM
Monday, September 08, 2008
dont ask me why, but it hurts. much worse than before. i dont even know why i even f*cking cared or bothered in the first place. this is driving me insane. how i wish you'd disappear. the sight of you makes my blood stop flowing (exaggerated but wtv) i'd so love to pick a fight with you, you know. just so that i have a reason to feel this way. at least i wont feel so pathetic that way. you make me feel really pathetic, you really make me feel like a M.L. i hope you read this darling.
such an emo start. sighs. today's papers were ok i guess. i got mad during amath p2 because the paper was considerably easy and i know i screwed up my paper 1 so bad, and my overall marks will still be pathetic. gah. many agreed that hist's sbq was surprisingly (and suspiciously) easy though. i finished all the sbq qns in like what, 40 mins? such a miracle for such a subj! i bloody wasted time on seq. i literally just stared at the qns for like 5 mins or so? and another 10 mins to choose one qn and try to rmb the points. kinda relieved the dreaded subjs are over (besides chem prac in which everyone sucks at) and stuff.... when lava msged me abt tmr's csp prelim. OMG i rly thought its next tues ok :0 i feel like a L (Lovable kid! HEH) i rmbed having so much to say otw back home from sch, now its all....gone. ahwells. i'll be fasting tmr yay yay :D
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3:01 AM
Saturday, September 06, 2008
C.E.C.
C.E.C.
SWOONS (!!)
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8:55 AM
Friday, September 05, 2008
i loved you. but oh, dont get me all wrong here.
its spinning, spinning away and never stopping. he's running, running away and never returning. she's dying, dying away and never surviving.
ingatkah engkau kepada embun pagi bersahaja, yang menemanimu sebelum cahaya? ingatkah engkau kepada angin yang berhembus mesra, yang kan membelaimu, cinta?
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11:12 AM
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
runaway love.
know exactly what i feel like doing right now? i feel like running away to somewhere far, probably New Zealand, with just a small bag to keep my valuables with me. no, not my phone or tablet. just my passport, some cash and music player maybe. really. okay, should cut the crap. i have some dedications to make!
first and foremost, to SITI! HEE. my awesome bestie for 6 years now :D sorry, i still owe you a present! but soon i promise (: anyway, thanks sidekick, for always being there and being so cheerful all the time; makes my day! hahaha okay, i dont have much to say here since you can read my mind all the time right (; thanks for all the years and happy 16th! WELCOME TO THE LEAGUE! HAHAHA we shall wait for amira (=after o's) and then we can go watch nc16 movies tgt! haha. all the best for the rest of the prelim papers and of course for o's too! you know you'll always have my back and support (; i love youuuu! x3
next to sis (idk if she'll read this) happy 18th! :D haha finally legal. and when you finally have your license, pls pls be nice and send me to school (; despite all our catfights, i lovee you! x3
and to fareha; please be strong okay darling? we've been friends for 7 years now, and thats a very long time. it really hurts to see you like this. dont be so sad and emo anymore okay? you know you'll always have all our backs; and we'll be there to catch you if you fall (; please dont be silly anymore k, and stay strong! i dont know what exactly is bothering you and im sorry (im such a bad friend) but i still love you all the same! pls be the cheerful and cute girl once again cause i miss that side of you ): those streaks seems familiar, and i dont know if you know this, but i was like that before too. i know how it feels darling, please do stay strong because i dont want you to go on hurting yourself. okay, just remember that you'll always have me through day and night and if you really need someone to rant to, i'll always be a phone call away (: love you girl! x3
to ......there's so much to say to you that i cant possibly put it into words. do you know that i dreamt of you yesterday? it was probably the sweetest dream i've had after so long, even sweeter than that dream when i got full marks in every possible test there was. okay, i love you too x3
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9:07 AM
Sunday, August 31, 2008
in other words
everyone goes out of their mind once in a while and i mean, thats okay right. things do get shitty, it is very shitty now. but i realised it's always good once you find a purpose. its like, a new strength from within, and it kinda motivates you. though you do have weird doubts. life's beautiful the way it is and i shall not blame anyone, will not blame anyone, for anything that comes in the way. not many believe in miracles, but i do, and i havent seen it come true, but at least i've seen the light. life seems so beautiful.
everyone gets bitchy too once in awhile but its okay. just a few hours ago, i felt like biting off everyone's head, but now im fine. fine because i know that this world obviously doesnt consists of angels only. i cant help it if people behave the way they are, if people do the things they do. i know i cant change anything, but the least i could do is to change my perspective. and life turns beautiful again.
some memories do hurt, even though they're from over tens of years ago. its not like the stabbing kind of hurt, but more of like the pins and needles kind of hurt. some memories do haunt you, though you keep hoping and hoping that they'll be gone soon. but as life goes on, you realise its there memories that you've kept for so long, that makes life beautiful as it is.
now, do you get me? i dont believe its that hard to listen. but i think its harder to feel.
tmr's the start of the fasting month and i guess all's good. i didnt have the oppurtunity to say my apologies to everyone, but yeah. sorry if i've hurt you in any way. (emotionally or physically. HAH) but really, thanks for tolerating me (if you're really sincere, that is) i know its kinda bad when i moodswing..... i see tmr as a new start, not the end.
- I sit and wait Does an angel contemplate my fate And do they know The places where we go When were grey and old cos I have been told That salvation lets their wings unfold So when Im lying in my bed Thoughts running through my head And I feel the love is dead Im loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection A lot of love and affection Whether Im right or wrong And down the waterfall Wherever it may take me I know that life wont break me When I come to call she wont forsake me Im loving angels instead
When Im feeling weak And my pain walks down a one way street I look above And I know Ill always be blessed with love And as the feeling grows She breathes flesh to my bones And when love is dead Im loving angels instead
a beautiful song indeed to start the fasting month with! and omg look at the number of views!
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